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Ep.31 — Tiffany | A Return to Intuition
Whether you’re navigating anxiety, wrestling with relational patterns, or longing for a felt connection to yourself, Tiffany’s experience is a vivid reminder: you are not too much, and you’re not alone.
By all appearances, Tiffany had it all together.
A decade into a successful career in commercial real estate, living in Vancouver with her partner of 14 years. She looked accomplished, grounded, and whole. But inside, there was more to the story.
“I was kind of stuck in some stories around relationships that I was really suffering with,” Tiffany shares. “Waking up in the middle of the night, ruminating… not able to let it go.”
She’d worked with 5-MeO before many years ago, but in an unsafe, disorienting setting.
The medicine had opened her up, but the container had failed to hold her. So when a spot opened up at Enfold, she listened.
“It felt like the right time. I left it up to the universe to take me there.”
But that didn’t mean it was easy. “In the middle of the night… I woke up and was totally panicked. I thought, ‘What have I done? There’s no way out.’”
What she feared most wasn’t the medicine itself. It was being seen.
“I was afraid of being in a group. I’d done a lot of healing work, but always in isolation. I was nervous to be on this island with strangers.” Still, something deeper knew: it was time to surrender.
“I felt so safe. So supported.”
During her full release, Tiffany was pulled into something deep. “I was in touch with probably the darkest, heaviest, most painful experience of my life… and then I understood: I was connecting to it in order to release it.”
And so she did. “I released so much sound. I was rolling around the room, unraveling. Giving birth to myself. It was messy. But Steve and Austin were holding a place for me. They knew where I was and where I could go. I just had to get there.”
What changed on the other side? “I didn’t really even understand what my nervous system was before Enfold. But now I know… it’s information. It’s my intuition. It’s my guide.”
There were moments of bliss. Hours spent peacefully watching clouds move across the sky. But the transformation didn’t end with the intensive. For weeks, her body kept unwinding through movement, sound, sensation.
“I would wake up tapping myself. Or spinning slowly in bed. It was like my body was continuing to process , to release. And I started to love it.”
She found joy in journaling. Breathwork. Stillness. “Before Enfold, all that stuff felt like a chore. Now it feeds me. It guides me.”
Most of all, she reconnected to love. “I realized I could choose between two emotions: fear or love. And when I lead with love, my life expands.”
Tiffany’s advice for anyone considering Enfold as their next step?
“Trust. Just trust the process. What you give to it is what you’ll get back. And you’ll be held every step of the way.”
Whether you’re navigating anxiety, wrestling with relational patterns, or longing for a felt connection to yourself, Tiffany’s experience is a vivid reminder: you are not too much, and you’re not alone.
In This Episode:
- Releasing old stories and reclaiming presence
- The sacred unraveling of her full release ceremony
- Learning to trust her nervous system as a guide
- Learning to lead with love, and the rest will follow
📍Tiffany’s story reflects the truth for many in our community: high-functioning, sensitive women living from their minds — ready to come home to their bodies. If you’re in that space, this one’s for you.
🕊️ “It was like oxygen I didn’t know I needed — just to be fully seen.” — Tiffany
